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I want to thank you. Thank you for changing my life. Thank you for everything you ever said to me. All my life, I have been insecure and self-conscious. But, when you came into my life, A, you changed me forever. In my worst days, you always found a way to make me feel beautiful, to make me feel like I mattered. With you, I never felt alone. I was never worthless in your eyes. With you, I was at home. It was a whirlwind romance, and I thank God every day that I had the privilege of meeting you. I miss you every second of every day. My heart will always be with you. Forever, your girl

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I'd give anything to feel your arms around me, hear your laughter and hear you tell me you love me. I long to call you and share the highs and lows of my day; to hear your words of encouragement, to feel the burdens lifted from my shoulders. I find comfort in knowing you are in a better place, your health fully restored. I'm certain you have a mean card game going with your parents and brothers and that makes me smile. So Mom, continue to watch over us each daily. Know Dad misses you more than I can put into words. I love you!

We fell in love in front of the Es Vedrà sunset, I was precious to you, for me you were the Sun. We toured the island with the bike, it was our dream to turn other places in the world. A week to be together, a week to fall in love, before separating us forever. You gave me a heart-shaped stone and I gave you a rubber band. From that morning I did not see you anymore, so many miles separated us, that we had to give up on us. You know, my summer love, now I miss you as the moon is missing its sun. I will never forget you. Chiara.

Those years in college were hard, we tried to make it work. It never did. We were young. Timing was bad. When I was ready to try you weren’t. When you were ready, I wasn’t. Now we have successful careers and families. The stakes are high. Not a week goes by that I don’t wonder if we will ever be willing to risk it all for a chance. Now as I plan my wedding I wonder what if? Should it have been you. Will it EVER be you? Love is crazy and maybe fate will one day intervene. Until then I hold on to those memories. I miss you so much! You are never far from my heart. I love you always.

I had experienced heart break time and time again. I thought that love was merely a dream that wasn’t meant for me. You walked into my life at an unexpected time and showed me that love is not only possible but it is breathtaking. From serving our country together to raising our boys together, I am overwhelmed by where we are today. I couldn’t have asked for a happier ending than I have with you. You are my everything.

I hope you know much I appreciate you, even if I tell you all the time. You deserve the world and so much more. You deserve to be happy, loved, and cherished. You all are amazing, intelligent, beautiful and wonderful friends. You are in my life for a reason and God put you here to walk this journey with me. I pray and hope you continue to walk this journey with me even if things gets difficult because I couldn’t do this without you. Thank you for being a light in my life and for being my rock through the tough times. Love you lots, C

As I lay on your chest I begin to cry knowing that it may be weeks before I get to see you again. I lay there and keep telling myself this will all be worth in the end when I’m done with school, but there’s no greater ache in my heart as you pull away from my hand as we say goodbye. As hard as this may be I look forward to the days that I do get to see you and lay my head upon your chest for there is no sound more beautiful than the heartbeat of the person you love.

You are my best friend in the world. No matter what, you're always there and I love you more than I can even describe. But, your soul is not meant for mine. There are probably people in the world who are better suited for us. People out there who we could be fated for, but they aren't here. They aren't with us and I can honestly say I don't want to even imagine a life without you. You're everything to me and no matter what the future holds I want you to know that I will always, always, love you. From age seventeen until infinity. Thank you for loving me everyday.

After 29 years of marriage he still gives me the wink that made me blush when I first met him at age 13. I remember him winking at me at the altar on our wedding day. He still winks at me at least several times throughout the week. What’s in a wink? Sometimes it’s a genuine flirt. Sometimes it means he’s joking. Sometimes it’s him assuring me that things will be alright. Sometimes it means, “I’ve got this.” Other times it means, “Trust me.” No matter the situation those winks always cause me to pause and appreciate that moment because in every wink he’s saying, “I love you.”

Ever since I read Every Breath I think about the fact that maybe I should write you a letter. It's strange how much it affects me the fact that this type of love I only felt with you. You never felt it though and I know it. For you I was only a girl in the multitude before meeting your love and that makes me really sad. Why the rose, the music box and the perfume than? I asked you then and you never answered so, why? I want to let you go, it's been more than 15 years, I have to let you go. So goodbye and please stop hunting my dreams. Just..goodbye. Not yours anymore. CB

I’m realizing growing up is difficult. I’ve always read about people who feel like they are getting left behind. I never thought I would ever be capable of sharing those feelings. While I’m beyond excited that my friends are achieving what they dreamed of, I can’t help but wonder what the future holds for me. I know I still have a long way to go but I also know that time doesn’t still no matter how much we need it to. Graduation is approaching and while it’s supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life, I’m terrified to let go of the only thing im a part of.

It's been 3 years since I have seen you. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you. You were my best friend and my one true love in life. Sometimes things dont work out the way we visualize them. Our lives had to go separate ways. I miss your touch and the way you made my heart skip a beat. For several years whenever we were together it was like the first time everytime your lips touched mine. I think of all the good times we had together, the way we fit together like a puzzle. My heart has a missing piece, and I pray one day love will brings us together again. I will always love you 4ever

Maybe I did not like you maybe I just thought I did but in the end you were nothing like I thought you were sure you were nice to me and I thought we were at least friends but the way you treat me says it all we have been friends since I could remember I don’t remember when I fell so hard for you maybe it will always be just a crush but I remember when we used to share everything and stay up late texting each other and now you don’t even talk to me you just look at me and things seem to be so different as to when we were younger and you were one of my best guy friends

Dear Kate, Why him? He won't let you have guy friends. He punches the walls in anger. He reads your diary. He cries and says you aren't committed to the relationship like he is. He makes you feel like nothing. Why are you marrying him? Kate Letter to my Current Self Dear Kate, I can't believe he left you. I can't believe you stayed for 25 years, and here, he is the one who left. He blames you, you know. For everything. He's mean. He's angry. He's bitter. Yeah? What's new? He came in to the marriage the same way. I'm free now. I can heal. Kate

I wish you could understand the impact you have on my soul. Before I even spoke to you, I knew somehow that no one has ever looked at me the way you do! It is like an invisible thread connects us and we are drawn to each other time and again! I can see you in my everyday life, imagine waking up next to you and celebrating a lifetimes birthdays with you. It is like the universe planned for us to meet and have this extraordinary life together. But somehow you went against it all and chose someone else, someone your soul doesn't connect with, and I will always wonder and carry that pain with me.

Losing my cousin, my parents divorce, living with an eating disorder, and so many failed pregnancies, you saved my life! You showed me what true love was! You showed me that my parents fate didn't have to be my own! You showed me, that even with great loss, you can still enjoy life! You got me eating when nobody else could! Because of you, I have 2 beautiful boys that I was told I couldn't have! I love you with everything I have! I am beyond happy to be spending the rest of my life with you!

my story seems a little weired..after losing faith in love and making decision do not be in relation with anybody! i met someone on facebook who after a while i discovered he's my own soultmate..and simply i fell in love with him.he gave me back the chance to be loved,he showed me all kind of love.BUT life is not easy at it seems,we have a lot to face to be together..i hope one day i'll be next to him and live the rest of my life on his arms...

It's amazing the small impact you made on my life in a short week. I thought stuff like this only happened in movies. The feelings developed unintentionally, as we're both married. But alas, here we are. You woke a fire in me that I had long thought was gone. You helped me bring out a sexy confident me. I can never thank you enough for that. Not Sure if we'll ever actually get the chance to slow dance in your kitchen, but I hope we do. I would love to feel your arms around me, and your lips on mine - even just once. Hope to be seeing you eventually, K

You and I grew up together. I have always felt a connection between the two of us. Whenever I see you I gravitate towards you without trying to. We’ve always had fun together. We are both married to other people. Both of our marriages are in a rough state. I want to talk you about it. But it’s too hard. You and my husband are now friends because I introduced you. You will always be in my life. I know that will always feel that pull towards you. It will never go away. Maybe one day we will be together. Until then, I will do my best to be your friend.

After many years of being best friends, you convinced me dating would be an amazing idea. For a little over a year, I loved my best life. But then something changed in you, and everything became about you. My thoughts, feelings, needs...none of it mattered. You broke up with me and it shattered me. We tried, well I tried to make it work again but you were different. No longer the sweet, chivalrous guy, that asked me to spend the rest of my life with, the guy I fell totally in love with. You tore me down instead of building me up. At the end of the road I learned my own self worth.